
A life devoted to love
And to living all of it…

I have lived enough lives to know that the woman I am today is never the end of the story.
I believe in extraordinary love. In sacred, generational wealth. In pleasure that moves through the body instead of existing as another idea in the mind. In women who trust what they know, even when the world has told them to doubt it.
I believe we get to be powerful and soft. Devoted mothers and wildly creative women. Sensual lovers and ambitious entrepreneurs. Deeply spiritual and deliciously human. And I believe in all of this after life broke my heart in a way I never imagined possible.
I’m Cindy Stal. An intuitive mentor, writer, oracle deck creator, wife, mother, and a woman who keeps saying yes to life. Not because life has always been kind, but because I refuse to let pain be the only thing that gets to shape what comes next.
My work has always been about love.
I just understand how deep that word goes in a very different way now.
Anna Sophia Rose, my daughter was stillborn at 41 weeks. I had spent years helping women trust their intuition, open their hearts, reconnect with their bodies, and create a life that felt entirely their own. Then I found myself questioning the very things that had carried me through my own life.
I remember the voice inside me that said, “I don’t trust myself anymore.” I remember the enormous impulse to close my heart. To protect myself from ever feeling anything that devastating again.
But I also remember something else: how love kept asking me to stay. To open my heart again and again. Not to pretend I was fine. Not to make her death beautiful.
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And not to turn my daughter into a spiritual lesson. Simply to remain in relationship with life, even when I no longer knew what trusting it meant.
Anna Sophia is my daughter. Her life needs no explanation or purpose beyond that. And still, loving her, losing her, and continuing to love her changed everything about the way I live and work…It brought me deeper into the medicine that had always been mine and it made certain versions of my world impossible to return to.
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I began to feel it in business conversations, in the rooms I once wanted to belong to, even in what I was willing to give my time to. Not because the women in those rooms were wrong. But because something in me was no longer available for building a life around a business instead of allowing a business to serve a life.
Please don’t confuse that with losing my ambition. I still want it all…
I want my books and oracle decks to find their way into homes around the world. I want my creations to reach women I probably never have the chance to meet. I want a beautiful, flourishing business, exceptional collaborations, and work that keeps surprising me with what is possible.
I want sacred, generational wealth. Money that becomes freedom, beauty, possibility, contribution, and choice. Wealth my children can benefit from. Wealth that allows me to build, create, support, and give from a place of genuine desire.
I want to write in the mornings. Make love to my husband. Raise my children. Laugh until my stomach hurts. Follow the ideas that arrive in the quiet. Sit with a woman whose life is changing before our eyes. And sometimes spend an ordinary afternoon doing absolutely nothing productive.
I want it all.
Just no longer at the cost of any part of my own heart.
I’m not dreaming smaller. I’m no longer interested in proving my devotion to my dreams through exhaustion, overavailability, or the pieces of myself I’m willing to sacrifice.
I don’t want a bigger business at the cost of a smaller life. I want a life so richly lived that the business becomes one beautiful expression of it.




This isn’t where my story began…
Long before Anna Sophia, I knew what it felt like to be living inside a life that looked beautiful from the outside and felt untrue from within. I knew corporate ambition. I knew the imprints abuse can leave. I knew what it meant to leave, begin again, and follow an inner knowing that made very little sense to the people around me.
I built my work around the things I could feel long before I had the exact words for them. The intelligence of the body. The relationship between sexuality and power. The way a woman can perform success while quietly abandoning herself. The ways desire, money, love, visibility, and belonging are intimately connected.
Over more than a decade, I have worked with women across the world and created significant financial success without needing a huge audience or following the rules of the traditional coaching industry.
I love that chapter of my life. It taught me so much, but I was never meant to keep repeating things just because it worked.
My work lives in the places that are difficult to neatly categorize: where a woman’s heart and body tell different stories, where grief arrives in layers, where desire meets fear, where the womb, heart, pussy, belly, jaw, hips, and the unseen seem to hold an invitation that the mind can’t solve.
There’s a difference between understanding what happened and feeling, in your body, that you
are free to live beyond it.
I’m creating spaces I once wished existed. Spaces where the sacred and sensual meet, where a
woman is not reduced to her wound, and where her wholeness never requires her to be less
ambitious, less alive, or less herself.



There are some women you're simply meant to meet.
Over the years, I've had the privilege of working with extraordinary women from all over the world.
Women building businesses, raising families, creating beautiful things, breaking generations of patterns, and finding their way back to the parts of themselves they thought they'd lost.
The longer I do this work, the more I understand that some connections carry a particular kind of magic. I call them my soulmate clients.
There's recognition.
An openness.
A willingness to explore what neither of us can fully see yet.
The kind of connection where the work becomes so much more than the sessions we share.
These days, I devote my private practice to a handful of these beautiful connections. Not because I want to reach fewer women, but because I love the depth that's possible when we truly have room for each other.
And I also know that not every woman who feels drawn to my world needs to work exclusively with me. Sometimes I create a mentor space together with my husband, Roel, combining our different gifts and perspectives. Other times, I may invite a woman to work with one of the trusted practitioners or coaches in my circle, or we create a beautiful combination of support.
I love that. Because for me, it has never been about making sure I’m the one doing all the work. It's about honoring the woman in front of me and what I feel would serve her best.
There are different ways to enter my world. And sometimes, the most extraordinary journeys begin in ways neither of us could have planned.
The things I create are part of my medicine
Not everything I’m here to offer belongs in a private session.
The Pussy Oracle Deck and Your Healing Journey Oracle Deck were born from a desire to place something tangible in women’s hands. Something they can live with, return to, and find their own truth through.
And then there are the books. Love, Received, a story of love, intimacy, and the woman who becomes available to receive it. And the book I’m writing about Anna Sophia: our daughter, her life, the love that remains, and everything that has followed.
I see a growing body of work. Books, oracle decks, intimate experiences, collaborations, and creations whose form I don’t yet know. I want my work to travel further than I can, and to keep finding women long after the moment in which it was made.


In honor of Anna Sophia Rose
There’s a part of my heart and my work that will forever belong to my daughter.
When Anna Sophia Rose was stillborn at 41 weeks, I entered a world I had never imagined having to navigate. A world where my body remembered her, where love and loss lived alongside each other, and where opening my heart to fully live life again became one of the most intimate journeys I’ve ever walked.
Her life changed mine.
And although I would give anything to have her here with us, the love I have for her continues to find new ways of moving through my life. This is one of them.
In her honor, I reserve a small number of private sessions each year for women who have experienced the loss of a baby or child, offered at a special rate.
A space where you don't have to be further along in your grief. Where you don't have to arrive with a particular question or even the words to explain what you're experiencing. A space to be met, exactly where you are.
Perhaps you desire to reconnect with your body. Perhaps you want to explore what your womb, your heart, or your relationship with life is asking of you. Or perhaps you simply feel that something in my story and medicine is calling you.
You’re so welcome here. Just send me an email or a DM on social media and we’ll start our conversation there.




And the woman behind all these words?
I’m a wife to Roel and I believe we all have a love story of a lifetime. A mother to Finn, Anna Sophia Rose, and Luca. I’m a woman who loves beauty, magic, a little rebellion, long walks in the forest, creating my own oils and smudge sticks, and more of the ordinary pleasures that make a day feel delicious.
I can talk about death, sex, money, God, pleasure, and the unseen in the same conversation. I can be profoundly moved by the depth of being human and still want to laugh, flirt, decorate a room, create something gorgeous, or celebrate a ridiculously good business month.
I have no intention of becoming less sensual, less powerful, less tender, or less ambitious as the years go by. Quite the opposite. I’m no longer looking for rooms where I belong and I devote myself to creating the spaces and work I once wished existed.
Maybe you came for one of my books, an oracle deck, a story about love or loss that sounds a little like yours. Maybe you are standing at a threshold, or you can feel something in your life asking to be lived in honor of the real you…
You can begin wherever your own inner knowing takes you: with my writing, the oracle decks, the Free Temple, or an invitation to work together.
I don’t know every form my work will take next and I hope I never do. There’s still so much love to live and so much more to create.
Lots of love,
Cindy

QUICK FACTS
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Mom of 3 & married to my soulmate
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Cat lover
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I prefer being under a blanket with a book over cocktail bars
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I'm a grown woman who gets ridiculously excited about beautiful pencils, coloring books, and glitter pens. And I have absolutely no intention of changing that
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Devoted to pleasure, big dreams & a life that feels as good as it looks.
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Pleasure & family ALWAYS comes first