Death, Se🐈‍⬛ and Heartfelt Leadership

This morning I looked out of my kitchen window while making my coffee. The little girl that lives next to us was playing on her bike and singing songs that probably she was the only one who could make sense of it.

She was having fun. On the street, alone with her bike.

Sometimes people don’t understand that I miss Anna Sophia more at moments like these than when it’s her birthday or during Christmas for example.

Grief taught me that it’s ok to miss someone.

Grief is love with nowhere to go and that’s what I can always feel in a moment like that.

I can feel the love that is present within me, apart from the love I have for my two amazing boys. It co-exists.

Just like love and grief. 

When she died, I intuitively felt that I had to keep my heart open.

The tools that helped me keep my heart open, where the same tools that helped me heal the se🐈‍⬛ual abuse I experienced as a child.

Se🐈‍⬛ual Healing.

Se🐈‍⬛ and death live just as close in the body as intuition and trauma do.

When we open our heart and consciously choose life, instead of bypassing, numbing the body or closing off our heart in different ways…our own life force heals our trauma.

When Anna Sophia died we received so many support ideas. From the support group in the hospital to death and grief doulas. Nothing resonated at that time. Looking back now, I see exactly why this was.

My own heart was leading my way. 

Keeping her opening and actively choosing life again, while every part in me wanted to numb, close off and run away from life…was my way through.

I don’t resonate with 90% I see in the grief industry and that’s ok. 

For everyone their own.

And going through this journey, giving myself my own medicine, has shown me so much about grief in general. How we bypass this transmission in general as a society.

But heartfelt leadership, especially as an intuitive business owner, will always bring you back to your heart. And you can’t grow into the next level without grieving the versions of you that can’t come with you to that next level.

When we combine the medicine of the heart with grief and se🐈‍⬛ual energy as your own, never ending fuel, you can always choose life. And by choosing life, your intuition will guide you and your manifestations will always be created. That or something that’s better aligned with your Soul. 

I’ve created something that will help you reclaim your turn on for life. Because no matter what life brings you, you can always choose to open your heart and allow more love and abundance to flow through your life. Stay tuned. And when you want to know more about my 1-1 work, just send me a DM.❤️

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