The goal was never to avoid another broken heart. It was to become the woman who keeps choosing life anyway. A deeper exploration of love, grief, intuition, embodiment and allowing yourself to receive an extraordinary life.

Sometimes the deepest grief isn't about what you lost, but about the life you never knew was possible. On childhood patterns, self-worth, safe love and discovering an entirely different way of living.

I used to be a woman who just knew. I knew who I was and I trusted my intuition. I had this almost outrageous confidence in myself, in my ability to create what I desired, and in my capacity to navigate life. Even when the path in front of me made absolutely no sense to anyone else. And I genuinely thought I was f* amazing. Not in a way that made me better than anyone else. Not because I never questioned myself or never had moments of insecurity. But because I really, truly l

Because some things need more than words, another breakthrough or the next online session. There is something about my business that many women who found me in the last few years probably don’t know. I started this work with my hand on women’s bodies. Long before so much of my business happened through online programs, Masterminds, audio transmissions, WhatsApp conversations and Zoom rooms, I worked hands-on with women. Women’s bodies have always felt like pianos under my han

Why understanding what happened… isn’t always the same as your body knowing it’s over When my daughter Anna Sophia Rose was stillborn, people told me a lot about grief. There were support groups. A team in the hospital we could talk to. And lots of recommendations about grief and what the weeks and months after losing a child might look like. People told me about the heartbreak, that grief comes in waves, and that you can feel okay for days and then seeing a little girl in a

Your body was never meant to become another employee in your business. A deeper look at embodiment, intuition, energetic receiving and why your next level may come from trusting yourself more—not explaining yourself more.

Love. It has always been love. The older I get, the more I can see that underneath almost every big decision I have made in my life, every leap, every ending, every beginning, every moment where I refused to stay where I was simply because staying would have been easier…there was love. Not always the soft kind. Not always the kind that looked beautiful from the outside. ❤️ Sometimes love looked like leaving or disappointing people. ❤️ Sometimes love looked like making a decis

There’s something I can see so clearly now that I’m writing my book Love, Received. I always wanted love and not just love. I wanted “the one”. And I wanted the business too. I’m ambitious, driven and I have always felt my calling. I knew I was here to create something, to build something, to work with women, to make money through my gifts and to keep following the work wherever she wanted to take me. None of that was fake. None of it was compensation disguised as ambition. B

Earlier this week I received a message that made me smile: “Today it’s a year ago that I started to taper off the anxiety medication and it has been months since I’ve had the thought to take my medication.” A client sent me this message this morning. A client who, a year ago, intuitively knew she wanted to get off her anxiety medication. This wasn't proving energy. She knew, she was guided and she knew she couldn't guide women as clearly anymore as she had always desired whil

This oracle deck, just like The Pussy Oracle deck, has taken her time to come to form. And maybe even more, allowed me to release all within me that was no longer needed when she would become a physical card deck instead of just an energy form. Because every creation from the heart starts within your heart first. Without a fixed form. That form will reveal itself when you are willing to show up for the creation first. You have to accept her first. I had to become one with h

This morning I looked out of my kitchen window while making my coffee. The little girl that lives next to us was playing on her bike and singing songs that probably she was the only one who could make sense of it. She was having fun. On the street, alone with her bike. Sometimes people don’t understand that I miss Anna Sophia more at moments like these than when it’s her birthday or during Christmas for example. Grief taught me that it’s ok to miss someone. Grief is love with

Why your business (or your love life) feels blocked even though you're not a bad manifestor With almost every client I encounter these 2 things when we look at why she isn’t manifesting what she says she desires: A: Is it your Soul’s success that you’re after…or is it what you think you should create or - and this is an important one - what your deep, core wound wants to create? B: When what’s in your business feels like too much to hold (energetically), you will close you

If there is one piece of business advice I stopped believing years ago, it's this: "You just need more visibility." Post more. Sell harder. Go viral. Be everywhere. Be consistent and show up every day. Become impossible to ignore. As if success is simply a numbers game. I understand why so many women believe it. I believed parts of it too and when I’m insecure, I can still spiral a moment on some of these. We live in an online world where follower counts are treated like proo

everyone wants the quantum leap. but devotion is what gets you there. a guide to honoring your soul's truth through sacrifice, surrender, and sacred commitment.

What if choosing yourself was never meant to cost you everything? My personal story of debt, healing, and what it actually means to receive abundance in money, love, and life.

"A 5 million dollar business means nothing if you don't feel abundant behind the scenes. Build something so real, so full… that when you're gone, your loved ones can't stop talking about how good your actual life was." Why I write 25 reasons before every launch This morning I wrote in my journal 25 reasons why everyone should join 30k in 30 days the f* abundant edition. I always love this practice and I’ve given it to clients so many times. Not to find reasons to convince,

I wanted to create a blog post dedicated to the Great Mother oracle card in the Your Healing Journey oracle deck. Her energy feels so present in my sessions, weaved through my own life and in the collective as a whole. The Great Mother, surrender into her arms. Deep surrender to allow life to unfold for you. Exactly how your Soul envisions it. But there is a deeper meaning that only becomes more and more important as we step into 2027 and towards 2030. The new children th

The hidden pattern that keeps powerful women settling in business, love, and life I believe there is a wave moving through the world that is powerful and confronting. These past months the women in my business all heal a deep layer of their mother wound. The wound that is most avoided, bypassed but also the one that expands you the most, if you allow yourself to heal. This newsletter has been on my list for days, if not weeks…and in the light of Spring…it’s time. It’s a long

Before you read further, I want to say this clearly: this is not a judgment blog. We all have a version of ourselves who did what she had to do with what she had at the time. Who numbed herself with drugs, prescription medication, sex, alcohol, food, overworking, over-scrolling, because the pain was real, the capacity wasn't there yet, and survival looked like whatever got you through the night. That version of you deserves compassion. Full stop. And… There comes a moment and

Success That Feels Like You: Redefining What It Truly Means to Win How do you FEEL when you tune into your success? What does success really look like to you? I’ve been in the international coaching industry for 11 yrs and I’ve seen way more than my share of multi 6 fig or 7fig ceo's who created a monster that left them burnout and they secretly want to run away from. What people expect from you OR what you believe they expect from you...is not always what leaves you most fu